i took 7.5mg klonopin so far. i bought junk food. watching junk tv. i was invited out but i look like an inpatient.. i am a wreck. can't stop bursting into tears.

no aaccess to sub T on weekend anyway. there is a crisis line though... maybe.. i have never called one.. what do i say? "hi, i'm a loser...can you make my life not suck?" won't they come and make me go to a hospital? i mean don't they do that? don't they lock you up?

monday i can call pdoc...