Thanks again, I'm feeling a lot better today than I was when I wrote that, but it still hurts thinking about her. I have about 3 weeks left until I have to see her again, maybe this time while we're in the car she'll decide to be nice for a few hours.
But no sense worrying about something like that, I'm probably just getting my hopes up for nothing.
Also, Hooligan, a quick statement about my arms. I made a promise a long time ago to someone that no matter how bad I got, I wouldn't SI on the right side of my body, because she'd made the same promise to one of her friends. So my right arm is fine, but that's also where I wear my bracelets, it usually distracts people from looking at my left, and it worked pretty well, it took her about two or three months to see those scars.