hi there,

It is very scary. I got sober a little over three years ago. The bravest day of my life was when I walked into a building I had never been to before and asked where the AA meeting was. I'll never forget that night because I was so scared and when I walked in there was one person there.

I can still here him saying - Hi, I'm Harry what's your name. I don't remember anything about that meeting but I remember him shaking my hand and welcoming me. It was the first step.

If you are interested in information on twelve step programs you can find them on line. They really help to fill all that time you used drinking and it helps to connect you with other people.

take care -
tranquility