well I made it through another day!Now I just have to survive work today which is going to be a big challenge. Yesterday I had 20mg of Zyprexa just to get through the day and then to get some sleep. I am just that damn agitated and irritable. If I can make it through today then I have only to last through tomorrow then my appt with my pdoc is on Tues before work. It is only 8.20am and I already feel awful.Temperatures her are heading to 40'C (nearly 110"F I think).The heat doesnt help my mood as I do not have air con. At least wk does so that is s bonus. My mod is still really low and SI pretty Bad. i am just trying to get through moment to moment until this hopefully passes or my doc can tweek my meds. I hate this. Don't we all.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features
PTSD
"Phew! For a minute there I lost myself."
'Karma Police' by Radiohead
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