(( sister ))

It was familiar. Like not being heard or acknowledged. It was like one of us (her or me) wasn't even there. .I felt alone. And as if I'd done something wrong. And as if she was mad at me. For me that would be either parent but mostly my mother.

Yes when it starts going downhill like that it makes me think I should have just stayed home!

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I know it is there with her too and that she knows it.

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I'm not quite sure what you mean here, but if you think T is bord with you or regrets the alliance then you need to bring this up. Discuss these feelings with her. Maybe you can print this post out and bring it with you. (Although I have not brought posting with me to therapy).

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Well, I mean that she and I both know I have the fear that she too will become bored with me, lose interest, and leave me. She even mentioned it in this session.

Ok, I like how you look at it as she was being reassuring about the next appointment. It just didn't feel that way, but by then I think I was already worrying and wondering what was going on. I get so afraid that I can't ask!

Such a contrast in the last 2 sessions.

Thanks too for your kind words about my posts.

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