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Originally Posted by ChaoticSymphony
I just cashed in my 90 day chip for a bottle of vodka. Tbh alcohol is the best medication I've ever tried. I woke up not ashamed of myself but a sense of calm. I'm still going to keep quitting but if and when things get that bad I'm definitely not riding it out. Screw that notion. Thanks for all the replies.
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I don't have any great words of wisdom for you. Reading your thread just touched me and brought back my own memories. It's a real crappy place to be when you are mixed and trying to stay sober. I stopped drinking a year and a half ago. I tried for years and suddenly was able to stop. Mixed episodes are far worse than depression, imo. You do what you need to do.
I'm glad you are feeling better.