I'm packed. We have decided I'll to go a stand alone pych hospital in the next city over. They're more likely to keep me longer. I plan for 2+ weeks as that is what my niece went to. I will not sign myself out and I'll be as honest as possible. I know it'll take me a while to get use to them but I'll be as honest as I can. If they do not accept me I'll have my T Baker act me. I have to go in but that will have to wait until Wednesday. I was in more of crisis last time I tried to get help but that was in a different state. Hope this works.