i feel like im stuck in some sort of weird limbo. i know stuff is wrong and i need to change but i really cant. everything feels like too much work and requires too much energy. sometimes i wonder if i even want to get better? even though literally every day is hell. i feel like giving up would just be easier so i just hold onto that thought? plus there is some comfort in my current state since ive been So used to it. i just feel so hopless im on meds, i see a psychiatrist, been hospitalized twice, have 2 psychologists and im (probably) starting a dbt group soon. but i feel so helpless and stuck! everything is uncomfortable and unappealing? does anyone relate or have some words of wisdom...