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Old Jan 25, 2015, 12:15 AM
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Originally Posted by ozzy1313 View Post
Does your depression hit you as soon as you open your eyes? Some days I wake up and "forget" how crappy I feel and then after being awake for a bit it slams into me.
I know exactly what you're talking about. I experienced it just this morning, and not for the first time... I woke relaxed and refreshed from a dreamless diphenhydramine-induced slumber, then, only seconds later, it all falls on me like a crushing weight: shame, anxiety, regrets, despair. I tried to return to the peace I felt when I first woke but it was gone. Benzodiazepines for breakfast.