wow. i could have posted that. with how i feel at times.

i'm glad you are here. i'm not sick of you.

maybe part of it is the terrible twos... but... thats my answer for everything this week.

EVERYTHING i say

(uncertainty can be scary at times)

part of me...
part of me...

can be a good way to express.

part of me needs you so much. just wants to seek and receive your comfort.
part of me feels so scared. don't need you.

i dunno...

confusion. confusion of feelings. its hard sometimes. things will get better for you, hang in there.

be kind to yourself. to the 5 year old, sure... can your 5 year old be nurturing? chatty? mischevious? if you soothe your 5 year old... could you allow your 5 year old to soothe / cheer you?