Lol. AD makes beepers manic! What's to hate! I loved it too, but it can wreck a person's body to the point it can go very wrong. Trust your doctor. He should have never lowered it if your not sleeping. Not sleeping is a bipolars enemy! Stabilization is the key with good sleep, or you'll go psychotic and start seeing things and... Meds and therapy is the key. Hang onto it dear for your own sake