I just don't meet the requirements of bipolar! I think. Sure the meds work for me, but I feel I don't get manic enough. Bipolar 1...there are others far more deserving then me for that title. My hallucinations are not like bipolarish. Sure I see shimmering atoms and moving objects with kaleidoscopic symmetrical shapes in a grid like formation everywhere, but I just don't feel like that's up to par. Not here's got to be something else that I fit in, maybe a run down addict that did too much LSD or XTC. Honestly.

The multi personality thing..that's for real, but bipolar? I don't know. "crazy as a loon" I can dig, but I'm having problems with "bipolar". You dig?