I'm so sorry for your losses (((((((((((ab1018))))))))))))

Grief is such an individual thing. You certainly have been through a lot recently and it will take time to get to the point of feeling more like yourself again.

I would say the best thing you could do for yourself is allow yourself to feel the grief so that you can process it and begin recovering from it. It's ok to be sad, you have lost a lot in a short period of time. The other thing that I found helpful was to get busy with something. Whether its doing something for yourself, or volunteering, it can help get you through the times when you are feeling the lowest. Isolation is not a good thing and counterproductive to healing.

I wish you well and am sending healing thoughts and strength your way.

*Gentle Hugs*
J