I have issues concerning myself and my relationship with my girlfriend of 7 years. All through our relationship I have masturbated to pictures of women on the internet. Some of those pictures were of my friends wives wearing swimsuits and dresses that were posted on a social network. I don't know why I have done this but I need help as it has interfered with my sex life. I am not really into porn.
I have a slight problem with keeping an erection when we go to bed and I told my girlfriend 7 years ago that I just can't have sex any more. She took me at my word and that was it but I was still able to masturbate to these pictures which she found on my computer and they have since been deleted. I need to know why I can keep an erection while masturbating but am not able to keep one while in the bedroom? I also need to know what I can do to repair my relationship? As of now all pictures have been deleted and she has made herself the moderator on my computer to keep me in check but I think I need more help then this. What can I do? Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated, thank you in advance.