I'm sorry to hear of this. I know what it feels like though, as my father walked out on me and my mother when I was really young. To this day I still have not heard a word from him. I don't know what it feels like to be rejected in the manner that you have, but I know how much it hurts not to have him there. I hope that you can find some comfort after this. Just know you aren't alone and I really hope that you can find peace though this. I know its hard, I still havent found peace, but we can continue to strive for it.