You're welcome, and maybe!

For me, I always want it to something fictional or poetry, but sometimes it's just complete nonsense. Like I'm ranting on paper, but I can't stick with a topic and angrily slash out words. It's weird - sometimes I feel like I'm composing a masterpiece when I do this, but others it's like I'm just writing because it helps me control my mind somewhat. At least they're going on paper and not just blasting in the back of my mind, but it still doesn't feel like I'm controlling what I'm saying. I've been known to toss and turn in bed because my mind won't shut up.

If this makes any sense at all.