hi bryanblade
my old therapist would say you are having an existential crisis. this is just a fancy word for trying to find meaning in life. it is totally normal. it doesnt mean you are weird in any way. some people never question life. it just means you are looking for something deeper. welcome to psych central. you will find we have several forums where you can post about your concerns and receive feedback from other members. you will get a lot of support here. again, welcome