xplodins, welcome to Psych Central. There are many people here ready to listen and share.
I am sorry you are having doubts by your boyfriend.

He sounds like he is thinking things that are not happening. Stay safe and be careful about being alone with him if he gets abusive either verbally or physically. As Kaliope said, he really needs to get help and is feeling a lot less like he is.

But you must also take care of yourself. Feel free to visit here again.

Thank you for sharing your story.