Thanks!

I'm in a weird place right now. I'm on the brink of going in one direction of the other, and I didn't sleep much last night or the night before, and I'm going to try to trick my body into sleeping somehow tonight, so this doesn't happen, but yet at the same time, the possibility it could end up well is too enticing. I was lucky enough a couple weeks ago. The productivity was fabulous for finals week, but it had started with negative energy and an abundance of it.

I probably should be off Wellbutrin, even though I'm afraid if I am I'll get seriously, seriously depressed again. On Wellbutrin, it seems like it's normal, this, or lots of positive, feel good energy. I always hope for the later.

Edit: This is usually the point, where in the past, I've start taking various drugs or drank excessively, but I've tried to stay sober recently. It sucks, though, because sometimes I feel like I can't handle anything without it.