I don't believe that I'm aware of my own consciousness. I could think one thought and it leads to a whole new future, killing my previous self.

But I'm not really sure I just believe that I'm not important and neither is anyone else. No more important than a tree and that life is pointless.

Btw I'm not in control in psychiatric terms right now either so

Edit: thought this was role call

.. And so I had no idea that I wasn't posting in role call. Life is a lie.