A bit lower again today, despite my taking the time to rest and relax yesterday. I spent 2 hours job hunting this morning, I really needed those 2 hours for other things, I guess I wouldn't mind so much if I'd found something to apply for, but I didn't.

I wish I knew what to do, give up on the idea of job hunting until my mood improves or carry on with what seems like a futile task, that consumes my spare time and is leading nowhere fast. Certainly, the disappointment of not finding jobs to apply for makes me feel more hopeless, so it becomes a battle between looking after my mental health or look after my future.