Only one more day till I see my pdoc. I ha to leave work early yesterday due to the agitation and inability to concentrate. This worries me as I have an 8 hour shift tomorrow to get through and I don't want to call in sick as they were not impressed about all my sick leave last year when I was in hospital. It is morning here and my symptoms are manageable but they tend to worsen throughout the day. My boyfriend is coming over at lunch and we are going for a swim in the ocean so that should help. I will just have to try not to snap at him due to the irritability. he is staying the night so I will be safe at least. Hoping to avoid hospital but I will see what my pdoc says tomorrow. Coming off alcohol is going to be tough.