This is gonna seem so off the wall. I'm 26 and struggle with being in the company of men, except for my father. Last night me and my dad were wrestling and he was pinning me down and all of a sudden I got really scared. It didn't feel right at all. I felt like he was gonna try something on me that was sexual. I know in my heart that my dad would never do that but something inside of me felt almost victimized. I'm scared to say anything about this to anyone.

I want to cut so badly over this, even if my dad wasn't trying anything on me. I can't tell anyone about this. Please help me.