I have some close family to socialize with and tend to get along with my brothers friends...but even with that I feel alone even with those people. So sometimes I just isolate myself because i don't want to feel alone around people. Sometimes I end up drinking too much probably trying to compensate for my initial nervousness around people but that doesn't help obviously.

I guess I can try for this subsized housing, then at least I'd have my own place...not sure how much it would help my state of mind...but those have waiting lists for the most part to so its not like I'd be moving in the next month, suppose it could be better than my moms basement.