Hey everyone,

So I recently ran into my ex's best friend at a club. He said he'd talk to her for me cause I wanted to apologize. Gave me his number too. Has no hard feelings against me. Thing is I haven't gotten responses from him or any news. I was meant to send him the letter, but he never okayed it and I don't want to randomly blow up his phone. He's unresponsive and maybe he was only telling me what I wanted to hear.

I still have my exes address and want to apologize for myself. It's to make me feel better, but I have no goal or expectations of reconcile. I was maybe going to send her a physical letter, but things ended so badly to the point where she doesn't want anything to do with me. So I'm not so sure if I should or not. Thoughts?

Another thing: I've been a gay woman since I was 13. Now I am 21, but recently have had crushes on Trans Women and Trans Men. Cis men don't seem to be my thing, but then I don't even have a lot of friends who are Cis men. So anyway...I'm confused. I like a Trans Guy right now. No idea whether he likes me or not. I'm graduating in 4 months and not sure where I'm ganna move but the area where he lives is nice and I lived there for a bit already and was thinking about moving there before I even met him. So who knows? I feel slightly insecure about these new feelings. Has anyone experienced something similar to this or have any thoughts/opinions/advice?

Thanks!

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