Psst ... there's nothing there. You can keep striving, keep trying and keep achieving and there will always be better; someone faster, someone smarter and more to get. It sounds to me like you'll always feel lacking because you're trying to chase a ghost; an unachievable goal.

In my opinion, you can climb the highest mountain, make the most money and have all the awards and still be nothing of a man. It's the decision to do what helps others, supports others and to do the right thing regardless of the consequences that makes someone "a man".

At the bottom is where you'll find the strong. Those men at the bottom can bear the weight of others' hopes and dreams and lift them to new heights. And you've got the key there; your family. Dig in and lift them up and you'll see that suddenly you aren't lacking, you're the one that hung the moon.