For starters there are only 2 IP places where I live, and I live in a pretty big metro area. In the past few months it has gotten so bad I have thought about the ER but I don't know what good that would do. I am not really a threat to myself and for sure not to others...I would love to just go to a rehab/IP place like the stars go to. I want a few weeks where I can get stable and get a grip on my life, but there are no places around here and even if there were I couldn't pay.

I have ins but we are a middle class family with not much left at the end of the month. A lot of you seem lucky to have a place to go if needed.