if it makes you feel less alone, the first attempt at my life was at a young age too.

9, in fact.

as strange as it sounds, i knew exactly what i was doing. (i knew the seriousness of it all)

when i talk about it now, people still say to me.. how do 9 year olds know the seriousness of something like that

well all i can say is.. some people just do

if their's really an issue