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((((((((((safe hugs)))))))
I can so relate. I was abused by my sister and it took me a year of therapy to even disclose that anything happened. Its been almost a year since then and I still cant talk about it. I have started being able to say like key words but not sentences. Its extremely painful, and I question myself alot. I mean afterall a female cant abuse a female. I think telling myself that makes it even more difficult to talk about. Too much shame....
But I empathize with you and wish you all the best
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Forgiving does not erase the bitter past. A healed memory is not a deleted memory. Instead, forgiving what we cannot forget creates a new way to remember. We change the memory of our past into a hope for our future.
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