Tomorrow is the day I was dreading. I have to go see a new PCP to see if I think he will be compatible with me. I hate those doctors who spend about 2 minutes with you and say, here take these and see me in 3 months.

This doctor will be replacing my former PCP that I absolutely loved!!! She was the best. She would spend an hour or more with you just to make sure you understood everything and what is going to happen. She actually cared about her patients! One in a million! I know she would be very upset with my sugar numbers (400-500) but at this time I just do not care. It has been quite awhile since I took my insulin. I know, I am on a road to destruction but with my pancreas, liver, spleen and kidneys, there is not much of a life expectancy....

Sorry, I just needed to vent as this really upsets me.