I had to come back to this. Yes, I've been in the workforce for 30 years or so and yes, it can be done (more easily, perhaps, with BP 2 than 1). Still, it's only Monday and I'm exhausted.
I intended to come home to 45 minutes of exercise and a rational dinner. Instead it was leftovers in front of "the Royal Tennenbaums." I'm so tired now that I could very nearly burst into tears.
I spent this weekend writing four versions of a letter to my boss trying to explain the "challenges" and two more hours writing one for my doc trying to explain what I need in the way of documentation.
I'm very fortunate that my supervisor is supportive but I am tired of trying to figure out what's going on with me, more tired of trying to explain it to others, and really tired of trying to egg through a day with coworkers.
"I'm not sure what's wrong"
"Join the club."
Sorry. /rant.
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