I find that sometimes I get so overwhelmed with my anxiety and anger and sadness, that I end up taking it out on my husband. I'll be grumpy and short to him. I've yelled at him a few times. I'll push him away when he asks me to tell him how I feel. It hurts him so much and I feel so terrible when it happens. I don't mean to push him away or make him feel bad, I just can't control myself sometimes. He's the only person I trust wholeheartedly and the only person who knows about all of issues, besides my doctor. I don't always want to burden him with my emotions and problems.

I hope I can learn to deal with all of these different emotions I have, for both myself and for him because I know how hard it must be on him