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Old Jan 26, 2015, 11:48 PM
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I didn't notice the symptoms the first time, my mom did. I was 14 at the time. I went outside one night and was doing cartwheels and running around and insisted to my mom I do this well past my bedtime (on a school night). I remember wanting to dive off of the porch. I didn't sleep all night and was disruptive at school (which wasn't to uncommon for me at the time). The excessive energy and lack of sleep continued. However, despite this reaction, it was a full year and another manic episode before I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder. Now I can sometimes recognize mania if I notice my thoughts might be bizarre but my husband usually recognizes it by my behavior.

It sounds like you are definitely having symptoms. Paranoia can absolutely be a symptom of the illness. I become paranoid when psychotic which usually occurs when I am extremely manic. I think you mom is wise to move your appt up so you can find out asap what is causing your symptoms.
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