I remember early on in my career I'd be hypomanic at the beginning of each job. That would last a few weeks, and my bosses would be thrilled. Then I'd slide into depression and my bosses would complain about me nonstop.

My pattern now is to start a job with depression and suicidal ideation. And panic attacks. Can't forget the panic attacks! So I only last a few weeks.

I can't go through that again. I want to live for my kids.

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