Been through this (and still am somewhat). It has lessened for me though and I think it has lessened for two reasons:
1) the last 3 sessions I have been completely honest and said those crazy thoughts in my head to my t (even if they are about her)

2). I need maternal figures in my life (lots of them apparently) so I am seeking people out who have those characteristics that I like so much in my t. Those being older, kind, nurturing women. Women who encourage an like my contact with them. Women who are ok with me texting and emailing everyday things and deeper difficult things about my past. I have found two at work and one through reiki.