Hi I have been on lamotrigine for a few month now and in the last couple of months I have had a lot of stress my husband possibly has a brain tumor and I was going on a cruise and stressed about that any way I left sat morning to San Juan got there and just wanted to GI home .by that night I completely lost it ,I was anxious panicked and frightened to get on the cruise ship so I frantically got a flight home even though I felt terrible that my husband had to miss our vacation too.I felt better as soon as I got home .but now I go between fine ,sad and then I feel like I'm losing control and can't control my brain its very scary. I started on abilify this morning and have been very sleepy n dopey all day I also take 300 lamotrogine and half of 25 serequel to sleep my psych doc is gone on mat leave and not sure if she is returning and now I have to see my dumb gp. Now I don't know what meds to take now and gp is no help I have to tell him what to give me...not sure what to do just want to feel better.