I'm sorry to read of the struggles you're enduring presently, taymickeva3. Of course you not only have the stress over your husband's condition, & no longer having the services of your pdoc, but on top of that you're adding a new med. Starting or stopping new med's can be a challenging time all by itself.

Other than possibly finding a new pdoc, perhaps the most important thing right now is just to be good to yourself. Rest as much as possible. Give yourself time to adjust. Hopefully you also see a therapist. I would imagine that it will be important for you to have someone you can talk to about everything that's going on in your life. Keep posting here on PC as well... it can help too.