I'm a control freak, or so I thought. My conscious runs the show, but my personnas shape it, so I'm under the delusion that I'm in control. But after the initial charge, I generally have almost zero recall, so I live a fragmented life. For example, everytime I read something posted on here under my account, it's like I never seen it before, especially after a drink or two! Lol. So, we're not in charge as much we delusionally like to think?..I think!