Hi all thanks for talking to my big mouth on the chat boards, I am really trying to take care of me for once in my life but it is really hard! I am shaky, panicky, mind going a million miles a minute! My head is in a deep depression and a constant ocd loop. Most of the time lately I feel as if I am in a big fog. I stay close to home so I don't make decisions that are bad. It's been sometime so still trying real hard to feel ok.

Hopes