I've managed to get myself into a state over a mock exam today, in 2 hours. Which I've now decided I'm not going to. I tried to speak to my mum, all she said to me was "everyone else is probably feeling the same way" which, to anyone with mental health issues, is a bad thing to say. Especially when they're in the middle of an anxiety attack.

Then, after I went to my room, still feeling anxious, my mum came in 5 mins later and told me that I would regret not going, she also said that after I called down and put it into perspective I'd hate myself for not going. And to top it off, she also said "it's only an hour". No mum. It's a 1 hour bus ride, on two separate buses coupled with the half an hour ordeal of finding my room (I'm in a low density room) and standing for 20 minutes worrying about whether it's the right room only to then do the hour and a half exam without writing a single word because I know jack-**** about the subject (I missed a hell of a lot of classes).

Anyway, all of these comments make me wonder whether I am wrong to feel this way and be anxious? Like she said, everyone else is going so why can't I? I just feel wrong, everything I'm feeling feels like I shouldn't be feeling it. I don't know what to think anymore.