Memories cannot be forced. The more you force to remember something the further you are pushing that memory back.

Your memories surrounding these issues will show it's ugly face, but not until you are ready to deal with them. Do you know what I mean? This kind of thing cannot be rushed.

You aren't ready to maybe deal with these kind of memories because they were traumatic. Alot of people who have been abuse, raped ect don't remember the actual abuse. They feel something happened but cannot remember what that was. It does come back. There were things I forgot abuse and rape that I endured at the hands of my ex, and the only reason why I remembered it was because I had written it down and came across that paper once.

The memories will come , just takes time. Don't rush it, because like I said before you are actually just pushing them back further into your mind.

Continue to talk to your therapist that is a postive step for recovery.

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<font color=blue>"Never react emotionally to criticism. Analyze yourself to determine whether it is justified. If it is, correct yourself. Otherwise, go on about your business."</font color=blue>

<font color=black>Norman Vincent Peale</font color=black>