it is very hard to get over the death of a fur friend. When we lost our dog, our vet told us it was a blessing for the dog because she was 20 years old and senile. i wouldn't want to have the poor dog suffer any more with it so we had to have her put down after one of her last seizures. What a beautiful dog she was. it was getting harder for me to take care of her as she also couldn't control her bowels. other health problems to made it hard to take care of her. sometimes when i am sleeping on my bed i'll have the feeling she is laying down on my leggs, but i know it is her and she's gone now. God bless!!