Feeling kinda more depressed again this morning. I guess it's partly because I just don't have much to look forward to in a day that's enjoyable. Today I'm volunteering at an administrative office of AA, which is always boring and dead. Then I have a T appointment. Then it's home to vegetate.

I know it's within my power to change this, but the depression keeps me in a rut. I just want a job I enjoy, but it's taking forever to make that happen. This getting in shape for the relay race in April is extremely slow going because of the fibromyalgia. At least I get to have a horse riding lesson on Friday. That's something to look forward to.