Thank you for serving our country!!! I'm sorry for everything that's happened to you too!!! I often hear about vets that wish they were back where they were overseas. For some reason my head can't grasp that, isn't it alot better being here safe and not have to worry about getting injured anymore? i guess i'm just a coward in my own eyes. My husband was a marine during the cold war so he never saw any battles or went overseas. I am sorry to hear about your girlfriend, that must have been worse than anything. well i hope you feel better and you probably have a doc or t too? good luck