My name is ami. I've had these kind of hallucinations for about 20 yrs. With my eyes closed, its like i'm watching tv. I got saved july 2014, before that I would see demonic things, things so tormenting that I couldn't go to sleep. I would see the girl from the excorsist. After being saved, I don't see those awful kiinds of things anymore, Thank the Lord. When i'm in dim light, I see visually with open eyes, just exactly what i'm seeing with my eyes closed. I had mris done, it showed some lesions on my brain. No dr. could ever understand what I was telling them. So finding this site helps me to not feel alone, I thought I was the only one. The only thing that I can think that I ever did that may have caused this was huffing paint, gas, and air duster. I always liked hallucinating, that's why I huffed, now I can't stop hallucinating. I see some wild things. Sometimes its fun, sometimes its not.