Hey fried, sorry this post is so late. I know what it's like to be so angry at someone for committing suicide. My best friend did it almost seven years ago, and I still get angry about it. After he died, I suffered nightmares about him coming back and blaming me. I would wake up and still feel the blame. I finally came to the conclusion that what happened, what he decided to do, probably could have been helped, but it wasn't. I realized that he probably would have been something great, but he decided that he didn't care. It could have been prevented at the time, but he might have made up his mind to do it no matter what. I live on with anger and sadness, and after nearly seven years, not much helps. I just have to remind myself that it was his decision and I have got to deal with it better than he did. Thanks for reading this.
*lostSANITY*