I feel extremely insular. I have not left the house for 4 days now, but i feel so physically and emotionally weak and tired.

It feels as though I have led weights attached to each leg and that I am trying to think through mud. Though all of this, I just feel so alone and as though I don't belong anywhere. I can't speak o anyone as I don't trust them to keep what I say private, or to give a damn about how I'm feeling.