She will never be able to see me get married someday, she doesn't get to see her new grandbaby, she won't get to see my sister or brother get married, she won't get to see his kids, she won't get to see all his cool navy achievements... She won't get to see me or my sister graduate college... These are the things she lived for. All I can think is how hollow it all feels without her. She was the center of everything, and she was all we had. My brother lost his father in 99 to a cold. A COLD. My father was a heroin addict who beat her and is presumed dead, I haven't seen him in 30 years, he's made no effort to see me. My sister's father is unfit to be a father and my sister is preparing to take the child living with him in with her. Our grandmother is in a home with advanced dementia, our grandfather is a child molester - needless to say, he's not around... There is no one left.