I am suffering from identity crisis, anxiety, depression and more issues that I don't even know about from the huge problems I have in my life swinging from various addiction to addiction starting from 14-16 years ago. I always would seek one thing to make the center of my world and shut out the rest. The most recent addiction is to marijuana and I am now suffering withdrawal symptoms (on top of an itch to find another thing to become addicted to). I have woken up a little but the issues are just so engrained in my personality at this point I don't know what my recourse is now. My parents are pushing me towards lower lows because they have convinced themselves of the lie that back then, I was still functional and not just a complete addict because I put on the appearance that I was a decent student. I don't really want to lie anymore but what I've done is going to permanently affect everybody that has ever known me. Nobody understands my extreme addictive personality and I am just being tacked as just a drug addict at this point. I wish well for myself but everything I do just causes things to collapse around me little by little. If my only recourse is rehab/jail, is there anything available for somebody like me? Am I the only one suffering like this? Someone please point me in the right direction