So just talked to pdoc. He said increase triliptel. He thinks I'm in a mania. He doesn't believe in mixed episodes, or thinks they're very infrequent. He says don't take more hydroxyzine when I wake up, but I can take more zyprexa. Which sucks bc I'm gaining back the weight I lost from risperdal. He had to go didn't give me much time. I just feel like crying.

And I don't get into see him until March.